11:06pm

Third degree emotional burns.

 A way to explain the causation of what some would describe as my “volatile disposition”,,, in neuroscience we call it the sensitization response,,, in psychology exhaustless lists of acronyms,,,in sociology: racial trauma,,, 

but is it really any of these things?

 Or is it not the cumulation of my lived body and objective body interfacing with the world around me,,,

Is it not my nurtured habitus and my natural constitution menageing with circumstance.?